Kimpoi

Damn. I just keep thinking about you. I mean I want to move on. Its like you have some kind of hold on me. But Im a go ahead and talk about it.

Im sitting, looking out the window. Trying to fix this situation thats at hand. You still running through my mind when im knowing that you shouldnt be. Me all on your mind and im knowing that it couldnt be. I still got a lot of pain. I aint dealt with it all. Im single and they loving it. Im liking it but I just want the one that I was inlove with. Thats not the end of it. Im trying to let you know you got a hold or some kind of control of me. I dont know what it is but I got to get you gone from me. Im working at it and it aint getting no better. Instead of staring out this glass looking at this bad weather damn I got to pull myself together.

When im with somebody all I think is about you. When im all alone thats all I want to do. I miss the smiling faces in my sidekick. All the time we spent together makes it hard to get you out of my system. Im too attached my heart wont let me fall back. I got it bad thats what you call that. When I see you thats the worst for me. Used to love the little things you did, thats what works for me. Its too major, dont see you in my phone. Know what youre doing, where you at, or can I see you later. The fellas telling me “Just let him go, kim”. Believe me Im trying I just dont know how.

Is it wrong for me to feel this way? Youve been running throung my mind all day can you feel me. Ive been trying to get you off my mind but I cant after all this time. Thats what kills me. I remember everything that me and you talked about and if I could, I would turn back the hands of time and correct all my mistakes that I ever did. But know I guess I got to move on, right? Its still hard and I still love you.